thecrossing | voice + text

[You feel it before you hear it: an uncanny sensation like you aren't alone, like someone just out of sight has fixed their attention on you.

They're not hiding, though. The Ferryman is simply speaking, directly into all of your minds, as clear as if they were standing right beside you.]

It's starting.

Sorry. Was hoping you'd all have more time to rest before we got going. But when it's time, it's time.

We're going to Cross. Not now, but soon. You'll feel it when the moment gets here. And you need to be ready for what that means, when it does.

It's a dangerous journey. There's still a lot of yourself left to lose, even if it doesn't feel like it now. That's my role here. I can guide you through it. Keep you safe.

There's a cost. You'll have to give something up, a part of your life Before. A face. A feeling. A memory. That's your toll to Cross. You pay it to me, and you won't get it back.

You don't have to pay. But if you're not with me, I can't keep you safe. You'll have to make The Crossing on your own. And if you do, there's a chance you lose a whole lot more than what the toll is asking from you.

There's some time left still. You don't need to decide now. But you do need to decide. You'll find out soon what sort of toll The Crossing is asking for, this time around.

Come find me if you want to talk. I'll be where I always am.

[The connection is tenuous; message delivered, The Ferryman's voice fades from your mind. If you're quick, and you concentrate, you might be able to grab on long enough to ask a question or two more.

Otherwise, all that remains is the object that purports to connect you with the other souls, all tasked with making the same decision. Whether it's a page or a screen, there's a new message for you:]

A toll to be levied for safe passage
from the cavern to ǝɹǝɥʍǝsʅǝ

Hear a voice that causes you pain
words spoken with rage or grief or envy
fueled by hate or love or suffering

offer it to The Ferryman
and let go

[ ooc | And we're off! Remember: The Ferryman is (for now!) the only one who can communicate to everyone via voice; the rest of you are stuck with text! The only exception is if characters try to hijack the fading connection to talk with The Ferryman one-on-one; there's a header for those questions here.

Otherwise, consider this a mingle! Chat, threadhop, go nuts. ]

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[The uncharitable could say (and the journalists almost certainly have, whether amongst themselves or in print) that being a stick in the mud is just as much Celehar's calling as his work for the dead. He certainly seems determined to prove it true at every turn.]

I was taken in to the novitiate at a young age, and in my training when I realized that I had been hearing the dead, when I prepared their bodies.

[With the room cleaned, more or less, Celehar is left with little else to occupy him - so he settles his fingers, laced together, in front of him, and turns to face Need.]

Witnessing is not strengthened, in the way you describe - it is assisted by becoming used to the state of the soul, and by learning how to seek answers to one's questions.

I see.

[Probably one of the better positions to be in when it starts happening, Need figures. Well. With the shift in the conversation, she thinks now is probably time to shift back to the reason she came in to see him. She nods, acknowledging what Celehar's just said and meeting his eyes for a good moment to signal the change in topic.]

Speaking of. We're going to have to come to a decision here. [She uses a gentler, less declarative tone. Need's sympathetic to him, even if her own reaction is kind of strange.] How are you feeling?

[It's such a blunt question in the manners of the Elflands that Celehar is momentarily taken aback, reminded in ways of Anora's prodding and steadfast friendship. It strikes him with a pang, the realization that his death will grieve his friend.

How he is here, surrounded by strangers who would not speak intimately with him.

He does his best to brush it aside, looking around the space of the makeshift shrine. Need is right, in this sense - there's more important things here, and while her help is appreciated, the true matter at hand is the words the voice had spoken into his - and everyone's it seems - head. He watches her in turn.]

It... is a simple decision. The toll must be paid.

[She catches a distinct flicker of pain before Celehar looks away. His gaze is more neutral when it turns her way again. Need settles back, and since sitting with folded hands always bothers her, out come some of those glowing plants, which she methodically plaits together.]

It's simple, if you trust the Ferryman. Seems like that's not universal. I understand their reluctance, I think.

[She inhales to ask again, how are you feeling, but lets the breath go, some of it passing through the perforation in her chest that marks where her sword had gone. It can wait.]

[The work is a soothing distraction on both sides - Celehar's attention catches on the glowing things, and he watches as she settles in to her work, mulling over it.]

So I would guess.

[His notebook is in a pocket - he retrieves it, opening it to flip through the pages and the strange writing that he now finds within it, from strangers. He doesn't scan them all, but if Need has spent any time looking through it after the message, she might well know the kinds of messages his eyes catch on here and there.]

I will not condemn ill-feeling, but to deny their words seems foolish. Death is death. The darkness will take us, inevitably.

[Over, under, twist, feed in the next stem. She'd started out weaving squares but has turned to hoops or circlets by now. They're not so fiddly and she doesn't have to reckon with her perfectionist aspect as much.]

'I don't fear the darkness that came before my birth, why should I fear its return when I die?' [...Need doesn't remember who said that or how much she's paraphrasing. Surely some kind of priest.] Fighting it might make it take a little longer, maybe. Or make it more painful as it approaches. But people won't all just believe it when they're told, they have to let it sink in for themselves.

Especially children. People who had futures and reasons to stay.

[A sigh, as Celehar watches the weaving come together, his ears low. he's not one to fidget, but there's part of him that wishes to pace here and there. Though her point...]

There are so many here who are young.

[He's felt that observation, but articulating it makes it feel even more real - they are not children by his entire estimate, but even at eighteen the Emperor feels like a child to him, and these youths that surround them are saddled with less responsibility, and to his eye, younger than that. It's... disquieting.]

Still, to grieve and to deny are different things. If, in their stubbornness, they hurt themselves, hurt others...

Very young. It's a mercy there aren't any younger, actually.

[Few people don't feel like children to her, though she tries to be conscious of that bias. And Need's been around long enough to be familiar with the fragility of the very young. At least everyone she's seen here is physically capable of independence and at least moderate understanding of the situation.]

Well, yes. But there's no getting out of it. What are you thinking of when you say they'll hurt people?

[Celehar suppresses a shudder and a grimace, at that. He knows all too well the many, many ways one can die - and he doesn't wish to countenance the horrors of some of them.

Others, though - he can't help but think of them, in the moment of Need's question. one hand rises unconsciously to his head, remembering the chilling echo of the revethavar's voice, its interest. When he marshalls himself from the recollection, his voice is more stern, more gravelly.]

I was killed by a thing which had once been a man. He twisted himself, to gain power. To escape death. And ghouls... [He shifts a shoulder, where desperate fingers had once curled.] They clothe themselves in corpses, when they rise. I do not speak lightly, Othalo Need, when I say that I would do anything in my power to keep them from troubling the living.

[Need leans forwards in sudden sharper interest herself, only to catch herself and settle back again. She reminds herself not to ignore Celehar's dedication to focus on this once-been-a-man part.]

I know. The dead shouldn't rule the living - not by command, and not by the fear of howling things in the night. They have to be stopped. I'm just not sure that any of us have that kind of passage back out of the world of spirits, now that we're here.

[Reincarnation though, yes, she's familiar with that. It's not the choice of the one incarnated and it takes years for any memories to return.]

Did he have to set that up, start that twisting, when he was still alive?

[The sudden movement catches his attention in turn - Celehar is watching her carefully now as he picks his words.]

I was told it was the praeceptor of an order, who had done so to himself, and sealed been sealed away. In truth he lured treasure hunters there, and killed them. Toyed with them.

[Celehar trails off. Had he lived, he would have discovered the room where it had happened and understood the sacrifice involved in the ritual, learned more than the sheer malevolence of that creature as it toyed with him. In death, what remained impressed on his mind and body was only the empty hollow where a person had been replaced by a monster.

He shakes his head, as though casting off the memory of the pain.]

Revethavar or not, ghouls I would not countenance. However they may come to be, they are still tied to their names, to the person they were in life.

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