thecrossing | voice + text

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!npc: the ferryman

voice + text

[You feel it before you hear it: an uncanny sensation like you aren't alone, like someone just out of sight has fixed their attention on you.

They're not hiding, though. The Ferryman is simply speaking, directly into all of your minds, as clear as if they were standing right beside you.]

It's starting.

Sorry. Was hoping you'd all have more time to rest before we got going. But when it's time, it's time.

We're going to Cross. Not now, but soon. You'll feel it when the moment gets here. And you need to be ready for what that means, when it does.

It's a dangerous journey. There's still a lot of yourself left to lose, even if it doesn't feel like it now. That's my role here. I can guide you through it. Keep you safe.

There's a cost. You'll have to give something up, a part of your life Before. A face. A feeling. A memory. That's your toll to Cross. You pay it to me, and you won't get it back.

You don't have to pay. But if you're not with me, I can't keep you safe. You'll have to make The Crossing on your own. And if you do, there's a chance you lose a whole lot more than what the toll is asking from you.

There's some time left still. You don't need to decide now. But you do need to decide. You'll find out soon what sort of toll The Crossing is asking for, this time around.

Come find me if you want to talk. I'll be where I always am.

[The connection is tenuous; message delivered, The Ferryman's voice fades from your mind. If you're quick, and you concentrate, you might be able to grab on long enough to ask a question or two more.

Otherwise, all that remains is the object that purports to connect you with the other souls, all tasked with making the same decision. Whether it's a page or a screen, there's a new message for you:]

A toll to be levied for safe passage
from the cavern to ǝɹǝɥʍǝsʅǝ

Hear a voice that causes you pain
words spoken with rage or grief or envy
fueled by hate or love or suffering

offer it to The Ferryman
and let go

[ ooc | And we're off! Remember: The Ferryman is (for now!) the only one who can communicate to everyone via voice; the rest of you are stuck with text! The only exception is if characters try to hijack the fading connection to talk with The Ferryman one-on-one; there's a header for those questions here.

Otherwise, consider this a mingle! Chat, threadhop, go nuts. ]

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[It strikes him as strange, to meditate under any sort of god when it seems like those same "gods" must be responsible for what's being asked of them, if they exist at all.

He expresses this sentiment as eloquently as he knows how to:]

why

[It's not an unreasonable question, but Celehar is left staring at the word written back towards him on the pages of his notebook, without that context. So he has to divine not only answer but the question itself. For that reason, it takes him time to write out the response.]

Because it is my calling, but I understand Ulis may be a stranger to many here.

[He's had time, in his encounters, to see how few there are with Elven or Goblin features, and realize how much he sticks out.]

[Yeah, it ain't ringing any bells... Not that he'd know for sure if a religion like that existed back home, with the variety he's seen.]

sure but like
who gives a shit what some gods think at this point
whether you know em or not
we're obvs on our own either way

Because the gods did not intervene, you mean? But Death is a truth of living. They may guide us and listen to us, but there are many things we cannot ask them to change, just as we do in life.

nah
dyings old news

its this crossing bullshit
smells like another stupid test from some bored """god""" if you ask me

[First there's just a dot, as Celehar puts pen to paper, then reconsiders what he was just about to write.]

What makes you say that? The Ferryman's advice seemed sincere to me.

[That's a reasonable question, and one he doesn't immediately have an answer to. Instead of taking time to think about it, though, he seems to just work it out in real time:]

i dunno
just my gut i guess

like
its weird right
why do all this stuff now ??

it wasnt like this the first time

[Celehar's handwriting is noticeably less neat, this time around.]

Excuse me, the first time?

[god. this is gonna keep being a thing, isn't it. this is exactly why he doesn't normally talk about it.]

chill
it ain't that big a deal ok
don't be weird

they sent me back up
but i didn't hear anything about this crossing stuff

[The response comes, at first, as scattered words, the start of a sentence that's then given up and abandoned for another fresh start.]

They
back
And you say it is

You have a story that is very difficult to believe, I'm afraid.

what do i look like
some street corner scam artist ?

[he doesn't look like anything, because this is as anonymous as it gets, basically. not the point.]

why would i make something like that up at this point

I do not doubt that you are speaking sincerely.

[Which is of course not the same as Celehar believing it himself, but it's as good as he can get, without something more. He has experience enough with the deeply held beliefs of others, but belief in his experience must be grounded in reality - and he has seen too many disbelieve the danger of the undead.]

I have never known it to happen. The dead who linger among the living are no longer whole, in every instance I have seen.

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well good thing i wasnt dead anymore then huh

[There's just no way he's getting out of this while cutting corners explanation-wise, huh? Ugh. Fine.]

look i don't know the details ok
but they kept the engine running in my body while i was gone
and then hucked my ghost back in later

there was a buncha crap in between but
i'm not a zombie alright
not gonna eat your brains or nothin

[Nope, another long pause, now.]

My apologies, mer. I neglected to ask your name, and this book is a poor way to have a discussion. Might we meet instead?

[small mercies for text-only, because no one but Yusuke hears the teenage-angst UGGGHGHGHGGHHHHHHH he lets out]

fine
where
your shrine thing ?

[The teenaged groaning would put much of the brusque communications into perspective, in truth - but just seeing him will probably do the same.]

If that is convenient to you.

[Celehar even draws a brief map, to make clear which building is the one in question.]

[There's no acknowledgement of the map, let alone gratitude, though god knows he probably needs the navigation help. Just:]

gimme ten

[... not that time really means anything in a place like this. And even if it did, he probably wouldn't even be timely.

He does show, though! He raps on the doorframe, brief and abrupt, to announce himself, and then shoulders the door open without waiting for a response. He's slouched, a bit surly, but not incurious.]

Yo. Anybody here?

[It's dim inside, between the small space, the black fabric that Celehar has obtained somewhere amongst the ruins, and the man's own simple black robe - he blends in to the background, apart from the pale hair and eyes, and the oddity of his long, pointed ears. He'd set aside the notebook after it became clear that this stranger wasn't going to include any further details.

When Yusuke comes inside Celehar rises to his feet, observing him with keen, if tired, eyes. Another of those strange 'humans', it seems. More than that though, he has a young and roughshod look to him. No, he doesn't have the look of a street corner scam artist, but he also looks too young to speak with such authority on death and the gods.]

Thara Celehar. [He says it by way of reintroduction, bobbing his head in a polite bow.] I apologize for my manners - I did not ask your name when we wrote.

[Yusuke lingers in the doorway, not responding right away. Instead he gives Celehar a harsh, scrutinizing look, as if weighing whether or not to introduce himself in return. For whatever it's worth, it's more aimed at Celehar's face and his clothes than anything else; Yusuke got used to much stranger than pointy ears a long time ago.

eventually:]

Urameshi Yusuke.

[He pointedly does not acknowledge the presence or lack of manners, and definitely doesn't apologize for his own. He can be better behaved than this, but better to front load his abrasiveness so that people know what they're getting into, right? Also he's kinda peeved still.

He spreads his hands.]

Whaddaya think? The right amount of dead for you or what?

[Sober and drab, with a voice that's rough and grating, Celehar has all the appearance of a drab, responsible man. He's watching Yusuke intently, too, scanning over him - he didn't get a look at Need's chest wound when he spoke to her, otherwise he might be looking for something similar on this young man.]

Thank you for coming, Mer Yusuke.

[he takes a few steps closer, the better to have a conversation - there aren't really chairs or comfortable places to sit in here.]

Would you mind if I touched you?

[He recoils slightly — both surprise at the request, and an instinctual defensiveness about his personal space.

He doesn't understand the leap from their conversation to this, and in his experience weirdos with a doctrine are the most unpredictable kind of weirdos. But it's better than not asking? Probably?]

Will it get you off my ass finally?

[Regardless, he extends one hand out, implicit permission granted.]

[The recoil is enough to have Celehar stopping well before he reaches Yusuke's personal space, even taking a step back himself, telegraphing intent not to touch until Yusuke extends a hand in more explicit permission.

Even having had it granted, though, Celehar takes a moment to explain.]

I will still have some questions. But I hope that doing so might tell me something. My calling means that touch is how I speak... spoke, to the dead. Or sensed them, if they were... twisted by circumstance.

[In truth, he doesn't expect much to be conclusive about it. Need was similar, and he felt absolutely nothing from her. But he ought at least try. Maybe he cannot feel the simple dead, but might still feel their difference from a wraith or a ghoul.

When he reaches out to take Yusuke's hand, it's not even a clasp of a handshake - his fingers rest briefly on Yusuke's palm, not at all restricting - just slightly cold, as though he still hasn't warmed up after being fished up out of the river. It only lasts a moment before he withdraws again, with a quiet sigh, those ears of his angling downwards in momentarily rueful disappointment.]

[Yusuke watches with a wary sort of curiosity. He doesn't really expect anything to come out of it; his own awareness was snuffed out like a candle when he pulled himself out of the river. He'd be pissed if it somehow did work for Celehar, and not him.

Doesn't mean he can't relate to the frustration, anyway. He recognizes the meaning in that little dip of the ears, or he can make a reasonable guess, at least -- Jin had been expressive that way, too.

observing, as he tucks his hand back into his pocket:]

This place unplugged you too, huh?

[Unplugged doesn't quite make sense to him, having lived in a world of newly invented steam power and gas lamps - It makes him frown, puzzled, but eventually nod, guessing the meaning through the context.]

The dead, I suppose, need no gift of the god to carry out this work.

[Still, he's ill-satisfied by the answer, lowering his hand and taking a step back to return Yusuke's personal space to him.]

The way you speak of it, I might mistake you for a Witness. But no Witness I met has ever used the power to twist death - only... [He grimaces, a subtle shiver running down his spine.] The one being I encountered who had, his mind was ruined by the passage of time, so losing himself that he had forgotten his own name.

[That's enough to bring the scowl back.]

Hey, I didn't twist anything, alright? It wasn't even my idea. I was—

[It's brief, a clenched-jaw catch in his train of thought. That's a rookie mistake, to let himself think about the first time he died, because from there it's a short leap to what made him decide to stay: all the grief and pain and love he didn't realize was there. He's done that to them again, only now there's no escape hatch.

He can't think about that and hold himself together, so he doesn't. He catches it, presses it back down where it belongs, and keeps going.]

I was ready to go, the first time. They offered.

[He was, of course, not ready to go the first time, he just thought he was. The idea that this might also apply the second time hasn't yet occurred to him.]

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