[Well, it's not like he ever really uses his real full name. It's just something that kind of... happens when he's trying to be overly silly. If he wanted to go over the top, he'd even add the middle name, but that was merely a jest to amuse Frieda a bit and... make things a bit less tense, at least for himself.
Sunny will end up hating him for sharing so much, he can already tell, but... he doesn't think he's good enough to keep the other safe. And Mari is there too, which... certainly adds a lot of feelings to the plate. He may not remember she used to be his brother's special person, but she still is family.
The teen brings one hand to his chest, his voice cracking just a bit.]
But it is! I keep saying I'm so fast, so strong, and I couldn't be fast when it mattered! He was hurt, he lost blood, he lost one eye, he was probably... so confused! So lost! And I should have been there for him!
[He knows Sunny took his own life, yet it feels more... right if he pretends to believe otherwise. No one else needs to know how deeply that whole mess went.]
I- I have a vague idea but it doesn't matter. That being said. It... it also doesn't matter how I feel. What matters is- how much of this does Sunny even remember? Did he lose a memory before crossing or not? We're the.... as far as I know we're maybe the only two who can control each other's memories- [He still doesn't know about Nagito and Makoto] And I'm too much of a coward to.... ask.
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Sunny will end up hating him for sharing so much, he can already tell, but... he doesn't think he's good enough to keep the other safe. And Mari is there too, which... certainly adds a lot of feelings to the plate. He may not remember she used to be his brother's special person, but she still is family.
The teen brings one hand to his chest, his voice cracking just a bit.]
But it is! I keep saying I'm so fast, so strong, and I couldn't be fast when it mattered! He was hurt, he lost blood, he lost one eye, he was probably... so confused! So lost! And I should have been there for him!
[He knows Sunny took his own life, yet it feels more... right if he pretends to believe otherwise. No one else needs to know how deeply that whole mess went.]
I- I have a vague idea but it doesn't matter. That being said. It... it also doesn't matter how I feel. What matters is- how much of this does Sunny even remember? Did he lose a memory before crossing or not? We're the.... as far as I know we're maybe the only two who can control each other's memories- [He still doesn't know about Nagito and Makoto] And I'm too much of a coward to.... ask.